Why I am Single?

A few days ago...


Angeline: I am always happy for my friends who finally found their life partners, unexpectedly. :D
Me: I hate them, eventually. 
Angeline: Why? :( Because you are alone? Actually it will be awkward also la, lamp post. hahaha but it's okay.

What?! NO I am not alone!  *wtfbbq*
I am dating with Single, and Everyone!

Who say I am lonely!

Fuck you people who raise your hand! :'(
*forever alone*

No, I cannot be judged!
I am going to prove you life without a boyfriend is better with my thesis! :P

First: I am too busy for that.

Everyone has a life. I have plenty of friends, unlimited unfinished copied homework, sports, entertainment, yadda yadda yadda. Who the heck do you think I can mingle with?
Teachers?
Nah, I don't have the time to engage in a relationship.

Second: Flirting around is what I like. 
I can flirt with any guys around, without feeling the guilt. So why I need a boyfriend? Clingy.
By the way, pursuit is still the most exciting part. So I can preserve this as long as I want!

Third: My mom don't like pets.
She say: You can't even take care yourself!
So, I guess my mom won't like it if I am engage in a relationship and I can't take care my own, who to take care the boyfriend?


Forth: Mom doesn't me to be in relationship before I finish my studies.
( as stated in ''Third'' )

So I do not have to face extra pressure on dealing with the parents of mine or the boyfriend's.
It's one less thing that my parents will nag about. *thanks JesusAllahGuanyinma*

Fifth: I don't have apprehensions on my appearance.

Need not to worry if I'm having a big boob or small boob.

Not shaving the hairy legs or armpits! *cool!*

And I never need to worry that my heels might be too tall for him or I will too short or too fat without heels.
*carefree! *

Sixth: Save Money.

I can save a lot of money into my piggy bank instead of fork it out for Valentine's presents and tons of rustic anniversaries/month-aries.

Seventh: Save Energy.
Jealousy is such a waste of energy. But like it or not, you need it or you'll encounter it in a relationship. That sum up if you don't have a boyfriend --> conserve energy --> eat less--> slimmer -->  eco-friendly!

Eight: Clean environment, especially toilets.

Nobody can stinks and dirty your toilet bowl anymore, and you can forever lift down the toilet seat!
*BELIEVE ME! CAUSE MY BROTHER ALWAYS DRIPPED AND IT'S DRIVEN ME MAD*

Ninth: Be Myself.
I don't have to cling along to his buddy's gathering and being discussed like a new pet, and no one cling to me either. Full privacy!

Tenth: No Arsenal, No MU.

No football! *thanks god!*

Somehow, I created ten excuses.
I am PRO in debating why I am single! :D
YAY!

xoxo.
Toodle!

Carina Smexy Yeoh.

I always looking for changes, better changes in life.
So I got myself an Angmoh name - Carina
Just because I thought that It's cool to have a Christian name when I serve the society soon.

Scene:
'' Hello Carina!''
See, damn atas! haha.

''Carina'' is my Christian name that I used since I am Seventeen and 8months old.
I got the name from the internet baby name searching tool.

Typed in name with definition of  ''pretty'' (Since I am not T.T)
And the result comes out with ''Isabell, Isabella yadda yadda''

And I am SO NOT ''Isabella'' type!
To me, the name of ''Isabella'' or ''Isabell'' is more to the snobbish, tall and pretty girl and I swear to god that name is so rustic and I would never named myself that.

I could hit one Isabell if I throw a stone into a crowd. So does the name ''Michelle''

So I type in ''lovely''
Since I am so not lovable. :(
Hoping the name got me some changes and make me sounds outstanding, since that I don't look outstanding. *cross fingerssssss* And this is where ''Carina'' comes.

But, I've started to get bored with the name Carina.
It's not nice to be signed (due to the alphabet ) :(

But I don't think I should change my name.
So instead of changing, I thought of getting myself a middle name.

How about Potter?
HAHA.
Carina Potter
ewwwwwww.

So, I use the internet baby middle names searching engine. again.

Kennedy, Judith, Chelsea?

EW! WHY CHELSEA!
How about Manchester United?
Horrible terrible tool, I want something classy!

Adam, Chad, Justice, Susan.
JUSTICE?
You got to be kidding me.
I can't name myself Justice Yeoh.
Somehow it sounds like Justin or JUSTICE LEAGUE.secondly, I would rather name myself ''pretty'' than ''justice''. ( NO JUSTICE GENES IN ME )

How about Carina Hayley?
Or Carina Lyanna?

Fine.

Probably just name myself Carina Yo Yeoh.
So my name will pronouce as
'' K - Reeee - Nah - Yo- Yoh ''

Hello K - Reeee - Nah - Yo- Yoh.


That's *grossshit* and fine.
I give up.



xoxo.
Toodle.

Perhaps Love.

Love, something that everyone demand.
Comes from different source, but having the same compassion.

Love brings proud and confident.

Lack of love brings insecure and emotional imbalance.

Every single person is loved. (somehow)
But not every single person is lovable.

True love.
What makes true love special?

True love does not comes with manual.
It is not predictable.
And it don't ring a bell and say:
'HEY! Your true love is here!'

Fuck our life.

As the early marriage is coming back as trend, people starts to talk about it.
The Yes and the No.
Is retro the lastest fashion, so do the relationship going back to the sixties?
We couldn't deny that the sixties people are getting married at the very young age.
But is that their true love?

The sixties got married at their very young age. And they manage to stay together for a lot of decades.
However marriage nowadays could not sustain even some years.

What make 'true love' exist and sustain in the old days but not now?

Perhaps people nowadays no longer practice the 4Cs.
Compromising, commitment, cash and carry.

Believe in True Love, it is true, but it is not flawless.
No one is perfect, but compromise all the imperfection of True Love.
Give True Love commitment, never cross the line and left your commitment wanders.
True love need cash to maintain, sometimes.
And carry on the past. Don't look back.
Never bring out verbal abuse, never gets angry on trivial matters.
Cause True Love is true, and it is fragile.

Sometimes, is it really like the saying goes that everyone only owned one True Love?
Is that mean the dates I used to have are not true?

What if I missed my True Love, and married with the ''Not-true'' Love?

Will it still be ''happily ever after''?

Perhaps,
True love aren't for everyone.
I believe god might be fair or unfair in some ways that some people are meant to be forever alone.
And some people have more than one True Love?

Perhaps love does not comes with any form, true or fake.
Is the insecurity and desire of people that grows make love change it's form.
But when the right time of both person ready to be loved and marriage, love make things real.

And pops! True love!


Perhaps, just perhaps. 

And I am still looking.
Somewhere, someday, somehow, someone will eventually show up.
That's my True Love.

Someone will brings me the ''happily ever after.''


P/s:
Always use your head and heart on True love.
Do not stop believing.

Cause disbelief the existance of True Love is a recipe for loneliness.


xoxo.
Toodle!

No Pork.

I am not a vegetarian.
But I don't eat meat with four legs. Especially pork.
Ok, I know I am weird.

Having a dense fog on vegetarian since I was a kid because one of my friend claim that he is a vegetarian, but he eats fish.
I was thinking, why? But  fish don't photosynthesis! :S

Then I did some research and found that Vegetarian grouped into some types:

Semi-vegetarian: eats meat, but only fish and chicken
Pesci-vegetarian: eats only fish
Lacto-ovo vegetarian: eats no meat, but will eat dairy products and eggs
Ovo-vegetarian: eats eggs, but no meat or dairy products
Vegan (say: vee-gun): eats no meat or animal products


Twisting and turning, found that I am actually a semi-Vegetarian. Woots!

Being a Vegetarian is a trend now. 
As health awareness are getting more conscious among the people, vegetarian food coming out with variety choices and simply delicious!


Let's stop the facts telling and I shall bring you somewhere for food, Vegetarian food. :)

They are having good ambiance, amazingly cute babies, and good food there.

Vegetarian cakes. I wonder how they make them without eggs or gelatin?  *hmmm*

 See! So many choices! :D

 And this is my favourite! BUY ME THIS IF YOU PAY THERE A VISIT!

 Nom nom nom!

 *slurps*

  Green Curry Rice or Green Curry Mee is my recommendation. C:

 Simply Awesome.

 Don't look like Vegetarian food tho!

And it's not that pricey. Average RM5.50 for a bowl of scrumptious mee.

 They are selling Vegetarian Sauce.

 And breads, buns.

 Vegetarian Char-Siu Pao. Heard that it's quite nice.

 Get them here!

 Or here! :)

xoxo.
Toodles!

SUARA KAMI 2011

Got myself a pair of Suara Kami tickets from Nuffnang.
And It's been quite a while since last time I went to a concert.

And I am not a concert fans.
Packed, sweaty, hot and hey, we are going there to watch the screen too by the way.
So, why concert?

But since that it's free and the advertisement is all over the place, okay, let's head there and see how is the fever!

Went to the Carnival after the tuition. And for my surprise, it's not that packed.
Why lah?

 Wow, first time see this ''LIVE''

 Stalls selling accessories and trendy shirt.

 I HEART BADGES!
It catches my attention so much. And I love those badges.

 Your Future Girlfriend- Awesome.

 Call me Lenglui. Damn Famous. haha.

 All the badges are cute.
I never know this trend is coming back!

 A wall for the people to drop their signature.

 Grab a chance to drop my big fat signature!
See? the C*smiley face*arina.
Ahha!

 Like a boss.

 There are a lot of happening activities and food stalls.

 Henna anyone?

 Sketches of yours?

  Saw these in the hall of fame. Daniel is hot!

 So I decided to take a picture with him. HAHA.
 Wait, closer.

Closer please.

 Daniel, your hair is coming out. HAHA

 Datuk Lee Chong Wei is the next.

 And FML before the concert starts, it went pouring.

 The rain got heavier.

So I go in, and I come out.

Conclusion: Ticket Wasted.

Extra:

I can't believe me and Pei Hua actually went shopping after that. 

 got alot pimples-. -''

 And Yam Cha.

 Hectic day. :S

xoxo.
Toodles.